How far along: 38 Weeks
Size of baby: 6.8 pounds and 19.75 inches long. At my doctor's appointment today, I again measured exactly 38 weeks. I read in my baby book for the week, that I may lose a pound or two this week, but I was pretty sure I had gained two pounds in the past week. The doctor's office told me I had lost 5 pounds since a week ago. Ha! I do not feel like I have lost 5 pounds.
Gender: Boy! We have been calling him his name for the past few weeks, although Olivia still only calls him "Bitten". She said that will be her special name for the baby. The nursery worker at church was convinced we were naming the baby Benton after hearing her talk!
Movement: He doesn't move very much during the day, but when I do my kick counts at night he always does the required 10 in 1 hour.
Sleep: I have slept much better in the past week. I drink as much water as possible before bed, and take a long bath right before I get in bed. It seems to be helping! I still wake up to go the bathroom, but I fall right back asleep!
Symptoms: By the end of the day I'm having 5 - 6 Braxton Hicks contractions an hour. They don't hurt at all, just a really tight stomach, so I get so used to having them I don't even feel them after a while. I find myself getting more tired by the end of the night, and am usually praying for patience when I put Olivia to bed because I am so ready to collapse on the couch! At my Doctor's appointment today, we decided not to check for dilation in hopes that leaving everything alone will help me continue to make it as long as possible. He did tell me the baby has dropped, and the head is extremely low, and he was surprised I wasn't feeling any pressure.
What I miss: I miss my husband more than I have this entire deployment. I'm not sure if it is because it is becoming more real that he won't be here for the birth, or because we have been apart for so long. I also miss having clothes that are comfortable. Because the baby has dropped, my pants, (even maternity) are basically so uncomfortable I can't wear them. I wear leggings, sweat pants, maxi dresses, and maxi skirts every.single.day.
Cravings: Ice, sweet tea, sub sandwiches, onions, the usual:)
Food Aversions: Nothing! I feel like I eat a ton.
This week I have been in major prep mode for the baby! I officially crossed everything off my to-do list!
I packed Olivia a little "Big Sister" bag for the hospital. I filled it with a couple books about new babies, some treats from the dollar section at Target, and a new Squinky set.
I got out of the shower to see that Olivia had officially initiated the carseat :)
I spent one whole day getting the car deep cleaned and detailed, and Olivia helped me install the baby's carseat! It was so surreal to see two carseats in the car. Ever since we installed it, Olivia pretends he is in the carseat anywhere we go. She hands him his pacifier, and helps him with his blankie, and even sings him to sleep. To say she is excited is an understatement.
I've been spending lots of time with this girl too! Her favorite line this week is "will you play with me?" Andrew told me I shouldn't be carrying Olivia anymore at this point in the pregnancy, but I just can't help it! I know my arms will be full soon, so I carry her as much as she wants :)
The hospital bags are officially packed! I packed a little bag for Olivia for my parent's house too.
Besides washing all the bedding in the apartment, and cleaning/organizing every inch of it, I packed up all of Olivia's clothes that don't fit, and our winter clothes. I managed to fit 5 totes into this pile using some vacuum storage bags! It is all stacked with the rest of our stuff we don't need, in the garage, just waiting to be packed up to move back to Houston.
I told Andrew today that I surprisingly don't feel any stress about the baby's arrival. We have absolutely no control when this baby will arrive, and we have no control when Andrew will be able to come home. At the beginning of the deployment, I probably would have had a panic attack if I had realized I would be in this situation. BUT, God has continued to show Andrew and I again and again that HE is sovereign and HIS plan is best. The less control I have, the more God has, and His plan is perfect! He loves me more than I could ever imagine, and has the best for me in mind. I find myself repeating this verse over and over anytime I let worry creep in.
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart.
Jeremiah 29:11-13